Turning Circles

Turning circles
Drawing spirals
Round and round we go again
Satellites spun out of sight
Tumbling through this vacant space
Is there anyone home?
We’re holding to the thread that has no end

Thrown into the waking hour
Fragments of the pulse within
Like a handless clock and its ceaseless tick
There’s no way to transcend this skin

We stumble through this moving canvas
In a beauty enormous and untamed
The lines disguise the images projected
To hide the closing walls of this frame
We watch them feed the weak to hide the hunger
As we starve ourselves to find destruction in desire
Carving holes to test lost faith
And see how long this dissonance can sustain

Still we waltz passed the faceless numbers
Like puppets in someone else’s game
Tumbling on the shifting wires
One more captive in this dance insane

We’re born under the shadow of disbelief
Waiting for the sky to fall and...

Flush it, flush it
Flush it all away

We’re tied into the harmony

Holding to the thread that has no end...

Stained
Catch me now I’m lost between these sheets
You know the veils that come down
Cradled hard against the body of fear with your phantom breath screaming in my ears

Can you keep it still that rush that makes you feel alive
Or do you choke yourself each time
While your words eclipse the wall that your won’t break down
Dressing chains in sweet disguise

Tell me what it takes
To change your mind
And rearrange self-mutilated pride

Don’t you know you could stab your nails into my back
Drill holes to see if I believe
The words unspoken, the violence tamed
That you were never damaged and this was never
Stained
I was never
Stained

Shooting Stars

Feed the grail that walks inside of you
No more spirit suicide he walks right out the door
Further out deeper into beyond
Bathed in the light of wandering stars and their songs

Heed the signs as rivers rise upon
The screaming drop dead voices that won’t belong
Push and pull the twilight sinks on into night
There’s no space in this sleep to dream between the fright

No space in this sleep to dream tonight
We grasp at masks in drab disguise
Hang on these knees trying to divide
The reeling mass between dead and alive

Watch the ground as it falls away
Feel these faces fade
We’re shooting stars to bright the darker side
Fragments in the shadow mind

Shiver

Breathless motion
Been running round the wheel trying to pin you down
Frantic  movement
Animal and naked you strip me right to the bone
I’m tongue tied, twisted
You’re  buzzing in my head but still I hear no sound
Just senseless feedback
And no antidote to put my feet on the ground

Devastating beauty
I still feel your scream here beside of me
You leave me undone
Howling crying more bent down on my knees

I’m raising up my arms in surrender to the sky
Counting all the ways you send that
Shiver
Rolling down my spine

How long till you surrender your disguise
And show me all the ways you send that
Shiver
Rolling down my spine

Indifference

Disconnected feelings grow
Decapitating reason
Instant loss of self control

Do you feel it in the wheels in motion
Desensitizing all we’ve known
Chaos born to reek confusion
The machine slowly takes control
Petrified to embrace what’s human
To fucking scared to be alone
Deranged and twisted
Till there’s no will left to hold our own
Beneath the weight of this indifference

Do you feel it in the wheels in motion
Erecting walls between the souls
The appetite to meet destruction
Lap it up we’re reaping what’s been sown
Hypnotized by the blind commotion
Will I flip upon this bloody road
Cracked and crippled
Fuck don’t let me turn to stone
Beneath the weight of this indifference

Anaesthetised turning heads wait until the feeling goes
Is this the final freedom you’ll come to know?

Save yourselves

Deactivate the wheels in motion
Rediscover self control

Save yourselves

Save yourselves from the weight of this indifference

Breathe

Calling out to the bullet proof and that smile you wear
With your silken conversation
Those comments so well engineered
Feel me breathing down your soul feared neck
A touch to close to your neglect
Do you see yourself walk face on out from the shore
Into the waves where reason swims no more

Come on, breathe
Sensation fades as the rush kicks in on empty space
That sickening sweet suffocation
As careless want smothers your provocation
You drink down deep to find release
Pile layers to the body armour piece by piece
Do you see yourself reflected in this face
As your shadow begs to cut away

Come on, breathe

You’re loosing vital signs
Kissing it all away
Escaping to deny
Salvation down upon her knees
As you drown your love
One more time

Undress the skin beneath the sound
Curl around lost faith as the walls come tumbling down

To see the light burning through the haze
To let it rise and feel no hate
No walls to hide behind
No sweet escape mirrored in your eyes

Looking down do you see yourself screaming
Come on

Breathe

A Taste

I’ve got you crawling up my spine
The shit I couldn’t put down the last time
You’re the needle in my arm
Suck it up and push it too far

You’re the spirit in my hand
That turns off this noise and lets me stand
Though the fever grows
There’ll always be time to let it go

How does it grow so cold
So low so long

Oh come on just a taste
One more
Come on
Just a taste